Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Christmas Eve 2008

It is Christmas Eve. The second without my dad. Funny because it almost seems like the first without him. Last year we were in such shock that I don't even know if we realized it was Christmas. There is an emptiness here. I mean it was always only 4 of us so now 3 is not a huge crowd for a Christmas dinner or festivities. But we will open presents and be glad that we are spending Christmas together. The older I get the less I enjoy Christmas. Maybe Ryan is right. Maybe I will start celebrating Chanukkah!